User blog:Darkshot22/Kinda glad/also maybe a vent

I'm starting to realize some things. I'm thinking that maybe my laziness was depression. for those of you that don't know, which is mostly everyone, I feel like time is getting shorter and shorter. It feels like yesterday I joined, and honestly, that's kinda odd considering that was 3 years ago. During that time I became more mature, and have overall loosened up a bit. The reason I'm writing this is people. Many people have came here, like Grim, CSN, and more. yet at the same time, people have left. not just this year, the entire time i was here. People like Uhoh, FlppyTheKiller, Waterclam, Randomz, Yellowish, and most recently, 1ME and Emerald. Honestly, I wouldn't forgive myself if I joined June 5th 2016. I wouldn't have met these truly amazing people. But some can easily be remembered for something bad. Look at the controversy with SktyDreath, or as I knew her, Mimeandme. It just shows that even an admin can be bad. For those of you who don't know, she unblocked vandals. And then people like SkylarVanossForce. I honestly felt like he was promising, until the use of NFP OCs and plagiarism. It shows that anyone can be anything. What if you did something different? you could be an entirely different person, with different interactions. But the real reason I made this is that it seems more and more people are joining, and maybe one day this place will be bustling. Maybe some familiar faces will come back? who knows. It's the future.