Thread:1MysteriousEnigma/@comment-31199204-20160229024157/@comment-31199204-20160229192558

1MysteriousEnigma wrote:

BlueMegaH3rtz wrote: I think I still feel really guilty about what you just said, although it's not including me inside it... …you tell me to be positive…yet you're blaming yourself over something you had nothing to do with? :3

I need you to understand that although there are times where I get to be rude and unpleasant, I'm not here to make people feel like the bane of my existence. Otherwise, I'd ridicule the hell out of this place and never bother to return. But that's not the person I am. If I truly dislike someone for any reason at all, I avoid them. I don't want to instigate tension between myself and others, I just want there to be peace or anything close to it. I don't hold grudges against people, no matter who they are (if they can't help themselves, there's no way I can). I can't live day to day knowing I have potentially caused harm or made somebody's life miserable. I wouldn't be able to live with myself, it's a horrible feeling and I wish no one had to suffer through it. If I've managed to harm someone in anyway, regardless of how I feel about the person, I try to help them. Or in the very least, make an effort to talk things over. Anything it takes to relieve the pressure, I'm willing to take the chance. I'm willing to sacrifice my life if I have to. Although I have, I'd never give so much of my time to harming another person in anyway. And once I do, I won't leave it alone until they feel better. Every last one of us are human beings, but in our own unique way. I can accept that, it's such a beautiful thing. My goal in life is to make everyone happy. It doesn't matter who you are, where you're from, or what you've done, I want what's best for us all. For everyone to embrace who they are all while accepting others for who they are. Am I wrong for that?

So, believe me, you have nothing to worry about (I'm the last person you should ever worry about) and you've done nothing wrong :) Well, I'm positive MOST of the time actually. I have been negative these days, especially during your breaks, which is I feel very lonely... Seriously.