Thread:1MysteriousEnigma/@comment-28713855-20151106142730/@comment-24583896-20151106215705

No, thank you for reiterating how stubborn I was. I couldn't get over being angry at the senior class because I'm fed up with their savage behavior toward people like me- who've done nothing to them, and are only doing the right thing. I have the same goal as them each day I go to school: to graduate and earn a diploma

For whatever reason, they think they're so high and mighty when the truth is, they have a terrible impact on my school: they don't do their work, only a hand full of them have been accepted into a college or university, they've barely earned any scholarship dollars, their test scores look awful, they're immature, and they have the worst attitudes imaginable. Yet, these are the people who pick on the underclassmen and the junior class.

As far as yesterday is concerned, I mustered the courage to stand up to them. Although I stood alone, I managed to humiliate each and every one of them. So now many of them are extremely mad at me, but I honestly don't give the slightest shit. So I told many of my friends who told other friends and met with members of the administrative staff. Now the seniors are keenly aware that my presence in the school is not a joke. Nobody, especially people like them, talks to me any kind of way and gets away with it. Even if I am the quiet one. Yes, I got just that upset with them :)

On the other hand, I didn't mean for my behavior last night and this morning to be a personal offense to anyone. I was overly confident in what I had done on behalf of my schoolmates and my blood pressure was still at an all time high. When you all didn't take it as seriously as everyone else, I got upset and couldn't stand to be around any of you. That's one thing I can say about myself: If I'm furious or getting to be a little too cocky, I make other people feel like shit. So I really hope you all accept my apology, I didn't mean any of it toward you all directly or at all.

It just goes to show I still need to work on the way I communicate and understand others when something concerns me alone. I'm not used to it because o don't usually worry about me and I'm nothing without you all :)