Board Thread:Fun and Games/@comment-10581381-20170821104040/@comment-37627195-20181130042409

GizmotheMogwai17 wrote: I've had a serious,problem lately that I've been trying to keep to myself but I just can't anymore. As of lately, I've been feeling well, uncomfortable in my own skin. I feel like I'm just some loser who still lives with his parents. It all started last Summer when I attended a Harry Potter themed dance. No girl wanted to dance with me, I was the only one in the entire ballroom who was completely alone. That experience absolutely crushed me inside and out. Not one single girl in the entire room wanted to have anything to do with me and I fully understand why, what girl in her right mind would want to dance with a socially awkward, unattractive, annoying dweeb like me. Ever since then, I have hated myself. What I wouldn't give to become pretty much anyone else but me. I've never been suicidal before in my life but the night of that dance was the only time I ever thought to myself "If I die in my sleep tonight, then oh well, I don't care,". Does anybody know of any healthy, legal ways to stop all this unnecessary depression and self loathing I've had lately. It's still going on and I can't put up with it for much longer. There's not any reason for me to feel like this anyway. I've never gone through any traumatic events recently, no deaths in the family, no local tragedies, no pets have been euthanized. NOTHING! There is no reason for me to feel the way I do, I just feel that way and ugh, it sucks so much. Is there any like exercises I can do, soothing music I can listen to, literally anything that could help end or at the very least lessen this feeling of worthless.