Board Thread:Fun and Games/@comment-10581381-20170821104040/@comment-28396600-20180819212032

I found this YouTube video today and it very much reflects the one I once was. Back when I was a child, I was a horrible person towards my mom. I would say rude, mean, and hateful things about her, laugh at her for no reason whatsoever, call her names, lie to her, and blame every single problem in my life on her. Just like the mom in the video, my mother never did a thing to deserve that type of attitude! She has always loved me with all her heart and did everything she could for me. As I grew older and matured, I had begun to realize the importance of having a mom who loves me. One day, as I lied in my bed thinking of all the terrible things I had said about her/mean "pranks" and other mischievous things I had done to her, it was as if my entire life had changed in an instant. I only have one mom. Not only that, but I have one of the nicest and most kindest mothers I know. That morning, I ran into her room crying, gently hugged her, and apologized for everything I'd done in the past. I basically treated her like Meg from Family Guy and there was NO reason for me to act like that towards such a wonderful, amazing woman whatsoever. While time has went on and mom has forgiven me for my past behaviors, I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself. I said some things about my beloved mom that are just downright unforgivable in my opinion. I can't believe I let such filth come out of my mouth! I mean, how did I even say those things with a clear conscience? Those past times will probably haunt me for the rest of my life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tPEhswuLjSU