User blog comment:ThatOneNeighbor/Serious Talk Here, Guys./@comment-24583896-20141213123100


 * sigh* :3 I know you may be going through a lot and it may possibly get the best of you; but sometimes, that's what we have to go through in life. We struggle, we've all been there, and we all handle it differently.

I'm still struggling to recover from the horrors of my past (especially events between 2007 - 2012). My problem was I thought I could take care of everything on my own and I would pressure myself to get the job done. When I failed to do this, I got angry. When I got angry, I made others aware of it. Eventually, no one wanted to be around me, but that's just the start of why I refused to interact with people. I started to view myself as worthless and developed extremely low self-esteem. I hated everything about myself, but I wouldn't tell anyone that. Then, I used to wonder why no one cared...it's because I didn't care.

I suffered from this for 5 years. I'm much more humble about life now, but I still have doubts about myself...however, I refuse to let that shatter these most valuable relationships I do have. Especially with a person like you :3 Even if I don't talk to or don't actually like someone, I try to show high regards for them.

Point being, nothing you do will make me dislike you. I may not know where you're coming from or what you're going through, but I've already made you a promise. And if you need me, I'll try to be here for you and do all I can do... X3