Board Thread:Fun and Games/@comment-10581381-20170821104040/@comment-28396600-20181006004114

Right now, I'm struggling with the worst depression I've ever had in my entire life. A young girl in my neighborhood just died in a car wreck and to be honest, I haven't felt the same since. While I didn't know the girl personally I just can't possibly imagine the struggles her family is going through right now, if losing a child at only 19-years-old isn't the definition of a nightmare come true then I don't know what is. Luckily our small town is fortunate enough to be low on intentional child violence that is popular in other towns such as school shootings due to the significantly small amount of people, so due to how rare these circumstances happen around here it crushes me whenever a local child passes on. Because of this, I'm in the middle of what can only be referred to as the darkest time in my life. I used to eat all the time, now I have to force myself to even so much as eat something small for lunch. I have trouble sleeping to the point where I've worried about becoming addicted to Nyquil, I've been throwing up constantly, I hardly even want to do anything but lie in bed, the things in life that used to give me joy hardly even matter to me anymore, a lot of the music and television shows I used to enjoy are completely unappealing to me at the moment, and I just feel all around dead inside.