Thread:RandomzSunfish23901/@comment-762531-20151009211139/@comment-762531-20151009213519

RandomzSunfish23901 wrote:

Brittonbubba wrote:

RandomzSunfish23901 wrote: I understand 100% why you feel that way and I deserve to be hated by you. This is all my fault. But if everyone betrayed you, you'd only have Chase and Wakka. Besides, it's not like I did what JOSH did. I know what I did was bad but I don't want you to feel upset. If I'm causing all the stress you have now, I deserve to be yelled at.

But I am not a horrible person. There are many worse people out there and I don't compare to them at all. You know I would NEVER directly hurt you. You are one of my greatest friends here and I wouldn't want you to leave me...

Can't we just put this behind us? Technically, it would be betrayal if I abused my powers and blocked and demoted everyone. This was more of blackmail. Besides, I always had your back. Well, not always, but I had your back many times. Sorry. Even if you didn't do what Josh did, I still feel like I lost faith in you.

To me, doing something horrible without me being aware of it is betrayal. Blackmail was that horrible something. Even if you wouldn't directly hurt me, you said "everyone's" secrets, and "everyone" includes me.

If you want my to put it behind me, then I wish I could confirm if everyone else is leaving what I did behind them. Because the chances of that are slim, I can't leave it behind me yet.

I know you want this behind you.... But it drives me insane. The reason everyone feels wary when you joke is because you say shit without a HINT of irony. If you added an emoticon like "XD" then maybe we would take you less seriously. If you didn't make it so drawn-out, then you wouldn't be where you are to me. But no. You made it like a ransom note.

Even if I DID do shit, I at least did it with intentions for the greater good.... You did it with a goal that looked more sinister than execution than intended.

Betrayal comes in many shapes and forms.

I wish I could still be your friend, but I am hurt that you'd do such a thing and I don't want to be associated with you because of what you did... Well, it appears even our neutrality is over. I thought we could become good friends, but it appears that won't be happening. I wish it didn't have to come to this, Britt. As for the rest of them, they forgive me for doing that. I asked them on chat and they forgave me.

I would have your back until the ends of the Earth. That's how much I treasure our friendship. But because our friendship is over, I see this as our neutrality being over as well.

I am so sorry it ever came to this. Goodbye, old friend. :( ...I'm sorry too.

You can be my friend... But please don't guilt trip me like that again, even if I've done the same...

I don't want you to be depressed...

L-Look what you're doing! I'm crying for real right now!